Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Standing Firm

"But filled with the Holy Spirit, he gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God and Jesus standing at the right hand of God." (Acts 7:55)

I don't pretend as though I have the strength and fortitude of someone like Stephen. I've never been persecuted; I've never been surrounded by an angry mob; no one has ever tried to stone me. Yet in this life we face similar threats, though they may present themselves in different forms.

I've never been persecuted. Yet there unseen forces of darkness that work night and day to destroy us, and we are all born with a nature that will stop at nothing to implode in upon itself. I've never been surrounded by an angry mob. Yet every day we are bombarded with temptations and pressures to relent, to give in, to give up. No one has ever tried to stone me. Yet in this life we encounter obstacles and frustrations and difficulties, things that pound on us without any compassion or mercy.

I am no Stephen, this is true. But thanks to Stephen I at least know how to live in light of the persecutions, temptations, and difficulties.

The answer: "But filled with the Holy Spirit, he gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God and Jesus standing at the right hand of God." If there is any hope in this life to have strength, power, and purpose it is in the Holy Spirit who shows us the Son at the right hand of the Father. In Stephen's dying moment, he was filled with the life and person of the Holy Spirit, and in this moment his vision was saturated with the intimacy that exists between the Father and the Son. It is this vision, that the Holy Spirit alone may provide and make real to us, that is our hope and our strength. It is this vision that empowers us to fight the enemy of our soul and our soul itself. It is this vision that emboldens us to make the right decisions in the face of insurmountable odds. It is this vision that helps us through the difficult times of trial. Until this Reality becomes our reality, we have no hope of ever standing firm.

Let that be your commitment this day. Be committed to God. Pray the dying prayer of Stephen, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." Give him all that you are, be filled with His life, and let the Trinity fill your horizon.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Where in the world is Sean San Diego?

By now you must be wondering where in the world I am and if I plan on ever blogging again. The answers to those questions are simple, but let me first tell you where I've been and why I haven't blogged lately.

In May I graduated from Wesley Biblical Seminary here in Jackson. The next day my wife and I had our baby daughter, Savannah Grace (now 5 months old), baptized. The months leading up to that weekend, and the time since, have been the busiest and most taxing of my life. Sadly for you, finishing seminary, writing a thesis, and having a family have been more important to me than enlightening your mind and shaping your worldview. Oh, and did I mention that my beloved cat died, my whole family dealt with a round of flu, and our apartment was destroyed by a tornado? All in the month of April? Yes, it is true. This past Spring was quite an ordeal.

But here we are, the hard part is behind us now. To answer the original questions, I will say this. I am still here, in Jackson, at WBS. I now work full-time as the new Resource Developer for the seminary and will assist the academic department, support online education, and help develop resources for both education and institutional advancement. In addition, I am Dr. Ury's teaching assistant in the theology department. And secondly, yes, I do plan on blogging again. Somehow, some way, I will do it. I can be done. And it will. I just need a little more time.

So do not be alarmed. I have been away, but I will soon be back. Just think of all the wonderful possibilities of what a recent seminary grad just might have to say to you... Ok, seriously though. I'll be back.